Saturday, March 3, 2012

Its just a dream:")


Glad to hear when you in relationship. Good for you right? Nevermind... I never to force you to loving me. Yeah, i know who i am. I thought you will be mine. But, its just a dream. Seriously i love you. I never get feeling like this, but you with someone right now, i dont wanna disturb your relation. Its not my type. Actually, I LOVE YOU, i never to stop to loving you. Yeah, every hours, minutes, second, i never to forget to stop to loving and thinking about you. But, im already know, how to tawakal and redha. I need you in my life, i need your love, i need you to cares about me. But, its just a dreams. I remember k what you said around couple weeks ago. You said you love me. Its, okay. Just forget it. Dont care about me N. You with your boy right now. Im just like your toys only. When i meet you, im pretending im okay front you. You said "YOU OKAY TAK" then i say. "IM OKAY, DONT WORRY" but you dont know what happen inside my heart. Every second i cares about you, keep you in my mind, keep you safe when you with me. NEVER TO FORGET!!! EVER!!! Why? Cause, i love you damm much. Sometimes, i think, imma like a stupid person. Yeah, i anggap you macam girlfriend i. But, i know we dont have any relationship. Yeah, thats my fault. You know what, you're so special for me. If i saw you and talk with you, imma feels like im in heaven. Im feeling so happy, and so peace. I dont know why. But, you never to know, how i cares about you. Its okay. Im happy with you before this. Thanks to make me happy for a while. I never to forget about that. You wanna know about "15733"? Okay, imma tell you. Its I STILL WAITING FOR YOU. I hope you will be happy with your boy. Im so sorry if i ada buat salah or lukakan hati you selama you bersama dengan i. Maafkan lah i k?

Assalamualaikum:')